goodbye, gelle

i remember getting gelle 16 months ago. i had almost given up on the idea of having my own pet cause all the fish i bought kept dying, but gelle didn't. i was eager to check on her every morning when she was new here, hoping she's still alive each time. i remember telling her stories about my day when i returned to school and didn't have many friends yet. gelle was with me through those strange times and it felt nice. i liked getting used to feeding her before i had my meals and it was a challenge trying to keep her tank clean when i got busy with many things. some people don't consider fishes as pets, but i'm now really sad that she's gone. hindi ko na naaalala yung mga kinwento ko sa kanya noon, pero sigurado ako alam niya pa yun lahat. sayang hindi kami gaano nakapag-kwentuhan ulit before she died. i don't plan on getting a new fish soon. thanks for being my first pet, gelle.

dito nakalibing si gelle. tinaniman na rin ng halaman.

2024 achievements

hindi ko na napost ito anywhere. ihahabol ko nalang dito sa blog. ito ang mga bagay na pinaka proud akong nagawa ko nung 2024.

music video - hindi naman literal na ako may gawa, but i'm proud that i allowed myself to participate in something bigger than me while also healing my heart.

website - ito proud talaga aq. napapabayaan ko na yung blog, pero i'm never giving this up. more posts and stories soon. a lot of art on the way!!

work - first work experience at 19 years oldddd. ang late, pero i'm glad it happened na. working at the hospital has given me so many new perspectives para sa future ko. 

sira camera & ayos camera - ito ata biggest heartbreak ko nung 2024 bwahahaha and how funny is it that napagawa yung camera nung may isang special person na dumating sa life ko

laptop - one of my biggest purchases with my salary from work. i don't use it a lot, pero it has helped me in so many ways. literal life saver at times. 

first official event photog - another blessing na dala ng work, i got to photograph so many stories.

a lot of art - kita naman sa fb page bwahawhha

singa singa - i've yet to share this. i went abroad for 6 days!

portable radio station - future proj bwahdha

cemetery visits - proud din ako dito super. wala lang ang novaliches kung taga makati/taguig ako. ginawan ko ng paraan na puntahan ka dyan.

fell in love again 

ayun langggg. have a nice day!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!

hi! kumusta ang iyong new year? i hope it went great! are you looking forward to what this year will bring? i hope you do. ang dami kong utang na kwento dito, but december and january has been so busyyyy. i think i'll be busy until the end of the month. i have so many things to prepare for. i hope i don't sound like i'm complaining. being in love with life has made everything so beautiful. i've never looked forward to living this much. i'll share a lot soon! wait lng bwahhah

i haven't got the chance to thank everyone who made 2024 special. i'll try to send them a message before the month ends though. 2025 is bound to bring a lot of surprises and maybe some new characters who'll be the source of change and good influence. i can't wait for what happens. 

i had a conversation just now with someone who you know has a special place in my heart. she told me that i'm strong. and i told her that i'm even stronger now with all of you here with me. let's do our best and have a nice time.