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This blog will change its domain from gaboring.blogspot.com to gabspace.blogspot.com

idk kelan ko gagawin, but i will.

Oh my sweetest Grezelle,

    I immediately think of you when I get to see places that would be perfect to sit down, talk, laugh, and relax. You'd love it here. Andaming mga puno, bulaklak, and places that promote peace and quiet. Pumapasok sa isip ko na gusto kita ayain papunta sa mga lugar na yun, pero malulungkot din ako agad dahil hindi naman natin magagawa yun sa ngayon. 

Namimiss kita pag nakakakuha ako ng mga maliliit na snack na gusto ko sana itabi at isiksik sa bag mo or paghatian natin. I miss eating with you. I miss looking at your plate and watching you eat your food. I miss buying good food together and see just how much you enjoy it. 

I'm so jealous of everyone there. Everyone who gets to see you, talk to you, even those who merely get to sit next to you sa jeep. I wish I could've taken a piece of you with me and I could've left a piece of me there with you. 

Sana makapag bakasyon ako agad dyan. It's not normal for people to endure this kind of separation bwahahaha. I'm so sad, but then again I'm so grateful to have something as precious as you to miss and yearn for. Kita yan ni croc-dino plushie kung gaano ako kalungkot sa kama ko sa gabi kasi matindi pagkamiss ko sa'yo hehe.

I'm very scared of the times we just won't be able to be there for each other. I know it's good to learn to be independent even if nandyan ang isa't isa, but part of it just doesn't sit right to me. I want to be able to be there for you 24/7. I'm scared I can never be fully part of your days for quite a while. I'm scared there will be events that will pass and I'll never get to know them. I'm scared to miss thoughts and emotions you'll be going through. I know I should be brave, but I am terrified.

Please never let go. Please never let go. I cannot lose you. Whatever happens, time will pass anyway. Let's please wait for each other. Please wait for me to come take you. Wait for me to come back.

As I have said, I have spent and will be spending all the seconds I exist far from you wishing that I was reunited with your heart. 

Thank you for giving me a chance, grezelle, rei, elle, shell, str4wb.rei, kolehiyala ko, my future teacher, my awesome sauce, my everything burger, crush ko, my girlfriend. Please always be safe, be kind to yourself, and eat good food. Spend money on yourself and give yourself the treats you always deserve. 

I currently cannot think of a romantic way to end this one, but let's continue to be hopeful for our future. This is only the start of our love story. Trust me, everything gets better pag pinakasalan na kita.

elle fish, frog elle, ellesaurus, my swan.

+ Thank you for trying your best to upgrade our communication. You've been doing so good! Bili tayo phone mo soon. 

I am now unemployed. (and looking to get a job and am currently 6,260 km away from my grezelle) AND SCHOOL STARTS THIS THURSDAY （>﹏<）

Hello. Today I went out to get a photo card, look for a job, and get a feel of exploring shopping centers by myself.

Grabe yung huling update ko nasa Pilipinas pa ako and nasa 12th floor ako ng Philplans tinatanaw school ni cutie ko. So much has changed since then. Andami ko napagdaanan, naramdaman, at natutunan. I had to focus on work and my wife kasi nakaranas din kami ng mga unexpected na problems. Naitawid naman namin lahat by working together and always helping each other. Naubos na rin time ko sa work and pagod because of it. Tsaka hahaha nasira computer kooooo. Bwisit na yun. Okay lang, ilang years din niya ako tiniis dahil sa overuse ko lagi lagi lagi. 

I am currently typing this sa Library ng Willoughby sa Australia. I came here 6 days ago and I was only given a weeks notice para magready pumunta dito from the Philippines. I will be studying here for 3 years and I don't know when I'll be able to go back home to my love. 

Bigla nalang naapprove visa ko eh. Pauwi ako non sa work. Literal na kakababa ko lang sa 7-11 tinatawagan pala ako ni tita ko. 

I don't really know how I feel. I'm not really that used to conversing in English in public. Mostly I've just been trying to enjoy the quiet. I've been very cold here.

I'm very grateful and I hope I do well here. Baka kaya ko naman ipak to. I want to do well for everyone who believes in me. Gusto ko bigyan ng magandang buhay sila.

Hindi kami nagkaroon ng perfect na "see you later" kasi hindi rin ako functioning really well ever since I knew that I was going away. I hadn't been the best partner to her. I could have been better.

I miss her so much.

Ang hirap talaga na mixed emotions na excited and masaya sa opportunity, pero syempre nangungulila naman sa yakap at halik ng tahanan ko. 

Life has changed a lot since I graduated SHS, life has changed a lot since I dropped out of SHS before, and life has changed since I got depressed at almost the beginning of High School. 

Anw, wala akong device pang blog ngayon kasi yung chromebook bwahahha sira sira ibang keys. 

Idk when the next update will be.

Ingat po lagi.

i got a j*b

Hi guys. I know last update ko ay noong graduation pa. Late post pa nga yun eh. Ngayon ay nagtatrabaho na ako sa Sutherland sa Philplans. Training palang naman ako ngayon, pero ever since grad, andami na nangyari. I wish I could've kept up posting and natapos ko pa yung updates na gusto ko para sa website. Andami ko tatanggalin sa main page and pinned post ibabalik ko sa construction bwahaha.

Ngayon actually ay gumagamit lang ako ng internet kiosk sa pantry ng office. Sa 12th floor kami ngayon and ang ganda ng view ko sa labas. Kita ko yung Tauig, Pasig, Mandaluyong, at syempre yung school ng girlfriend ko. Opo, girlfriend. I'm so happy. 

Anyway, feeling ko gagamitin ko mas madalas tong computer sa pantry. Sira rin kasi pc ko ngayon sa bahay kaya hindi ako nakakapag update ng blog. Andami ko gustong gawin na art. 

Right now I just took a photo of my view and ilalagay ko nalang dito sa post pag nagka time. 

I have been growing well as a person. Marami akong narerecognize na mali sa akin na priority ko rin ngayon para maging mabuting boyfriend. Madalas din ako nasa labas ng bahay dahil of course sa work and just being active in life. Nakakabobo rin yung magugulat ka nalang na you have so much to lose. Ang negative ng perspective na yun, but it's true. I have gained so much, and now I have to protect everything. 

Just like how I've said throughout this year, hindi ko alam saan ako papunta. Pero where I am now makes me appreciate the journey as it is taking me everywhere as it seems. Andaming firsts, may iilang lasts, but whatever happens, I just want to be there for my Grezelle. She's everything.

Ano pa ba bwahahha

Madalas ako naka coffee dahil sa work ok brb magkikita kami ni grezelle