ito na talaga ang last aurora post hwbdwhdbs. hindi kasi nasama yung favorite part ko dun sa music video. here it is.
i've had very low points in my life and i almost ended everything around October 2022. These days i'm doing way better. When i'm happy, or when i hear a new song i really like, or watch a really good movie for the first time, and make new friends and stuff, i remember to take a moment to say to myself that "i wouldn't have felt or experienced this if i went away." it just makes me appreciate small moments more. i have no plans on ending it all on my own anytime soon.
tbh, i was very stressed by the time the mv came out (until now naman (lagi naman (hwbdhsbdw))) and there was a part of me that felt like i was a fraud in a way?? kasi i said that these days i'm doing way better, but i don't feel WAY better y'know? i might really just be a weak person in general, but at least i've been learning how to fight since then. and i've been learning how to embrace it while not giving myself too much special treatment for it. i don't even know what i'm saying. this might be an ACTUAL blog wtf.
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