blog post #90

i may be in the weird phase of this whole... process. done na sa work sa hospital, nakapag-submit na sa office, pabusy palang ang research, marami raming tasks for college applications, no money, and my anxiety is still rising. hindi ko alam kung may factor yung absence ng any consistent or good quality online conversations since i have become even more inactive. maybe gustong sumabog ng katawan ko dahil 20 na ako. 

i started writing this post on sept 9 and it is now sept 21. i forgot i did this. so ill just post it now.